thoughts: my song for you

these moments were meant to pass

and these memories were just not built to last

and you pushed me farther away.

that weakness should have never been shown.

everything I thought just came back to you.

you invaded my soul, my mind. consumed me.

you left me with nothing to hold on to.

my head told my heart to let love go, but my heart told my head, this time no.

you’ve gone too far this time

I’m afraid what I’ll discover inside, inside the fragile substance of my soul

darkness surrounds me, it dominated the things I see.

I feel as though all my bridges have been burnt; all my ties severed.

that’s what’s crazy, when everything is broken and you say there’s nothing to fix.

all the time I spent trying to fix things was just in vain, an attempt for things to be like they used to.

I want you to take me into your arms and tell me everything will be okay, even when it won’t.

When nothing is right, I need you the most. But you’re gone.

These memories are sinking fast. 

These moments are fading faster.

And all that was left of you is now gone. forever: into dust